helplessly me and the brave thieves

4 thieves broke into my house previously..(29072008)
of course when it happen i have mixed feeling of afraid and anger..
afraid ?of course when i think that i'm so damn helplessly unable to seek help..it's just me and my dad in the house...i already woke up at about430 a.m...because i have to get ready to my class at UM...I heard some struggling noise from my dad's room..then, at that moment, i lock my bedroom door..but, somehow they managed to get into my room wthout i have the opportunity to dial up my handphone to seek help..(hahah)
but then, that is the first thing the thief get from me..my motorola L6 handphone which is about one year and a half old...hahaha..
i just gave it to them the handphone..
'who are u trying to call?"
(then, i just hand my handphone to him..)-amek la!!hp aku ni..
then as usual they r asking for Money and jewellery..i ask them to 'seek for youself!!!'u think that i have money?bullshit..i'm so damn broke right now..my allowance already finished..
but then, i tell them to 'buka sendiri' my necklace and my 'gelang'..it is because i don't know how to 'buka ' the things...
the truth is, my sister was "pasang and buka' the things..i don't have any damn idea about it..

then, the thief took up my motorola L6 hp charger wire and use it to tie my hand...
they ask again where are the money?i tell them..
'take la ...the guitar'..
(while pointing at my sis's guitar..then, they ask me about a nokia hp in the cupboard...'rosak ke tidak ni?'
'hmm, dah rosak dah..tapi nak amek, amek lah!!'(gua tak kisah brader..that's my sister's hp...)
then, he put it back..
then, i ask them to let me wear my spectacle..'i can't see anything without it..i might fall...'
the thief open up my spectacles and help me wear it...
he took me to my dad's room where i can see that my dad was already being tied and ask to lie down at his bed...then, i joined my dad..hahaha..

the room was already bright..with the light on..
almost half an hour we just saw the thieves searching for what they want..they are so damn brave..

there was one thief without even a mask..he just left his face bare.(with a huge garden scissor maybe it is used to cut down the grielled...)........
the other cover up with my dad's offire shirt..another one wear my mum's indon tudung..another guy wear a fishing hat...(with my mum's blue slipper stuck at the back of his trouser..with a parang)..

fishing hat? ( u think u're going for a fishing trip??huh??)

at about 05.03 a.m , they ask me to wait till up to ten minutes...
'long, lagi sploh minit buka ikatan ayah..'-the chief thief told me...(maybe he think that i'm the eldest..as referring to kak long..)
all of them start to take everything they they find inside my mum's holiday bag..(my mum used this bag to go to chine couple of years ago with me..huahaha..)

05.10 a.m ...i held up from the bed..(they tied only my hand..that was why i can find anything to open up my dad's knot...(they tied both my dad's hand and leg..maybe because my dad tend to 'melawan')..

that was it..the helplessly me and the brave thieves...
almost one month after that i have some difficulty to stay asleep at night...
i even have glimpses of the memory with me trying to get help and some other effort to call up just anybody...

we go to the police office to lodge report..
then, at 4.30 p.m , the police came to my house to seek evidence,maybe?..

i'm so disappointed with the police..there were so many broke-in cases nowadays..they were quite unable to solve the cases...
they doesn't deserve my respect....

police should have their own forensics team..
searching for evidence and trying so damn hard to save the citizen...
hopelessly.....
uwek!!!