bedtime stories

very apprropriate movie for kids...it's lovely but then really suitable for kids...and those who think they're kids...haha..

me? watching this movie..the comment: bolehlah...with a fake smile... : )

not really a fan of adam sandler...
but love the performance of courtney cox arquette...
remind me of the lovely sitcom that i always love..whish is 'friends'...

currrently being pretty nice in spending times with my cute nieces...
being the artist and draw whatever sketches of flower, cat, elephant and butterflies that they asked to..

then, keeping them company when they are playing...
it's so good being kids..all we have to do is play..
nothing to worry about...

what i like about u

u....
caring....
u tend to care about whatever things that comes up in my life..
there were times that u ask about my parents...
when, i supposed to start working...sometimes..i kinda feel weird ..
but then, i guess ...hmm..we were friends...

kind
reminding me of being a good person..
fasting...keep reminding and even ask to fast on certain good days....


family person
always busying with going back home...
ur weekend is with your family...

shy...
sometimes tend to look shy..
behave like a shy person...


whatever it is...u might be pretending and show only the good side...
i don't know..we can be pretenders..being somebody that is not exactly who we are..
but i guess, i am being myself..
the 'not feminine' side of me...
the real me..
me who wanting an answer..
me...who really want the truth...
me..who sometimes feel 'bosannye dgn mesej ni!!'
me..who just feel happy to be me...

miss u miss m

days and days ago was my very last session of meet n greet her...

though i guess, it's kinda hard to end it..guess it was what we are supposed to do...since i've already finished my study...hehe..

apa khabar?
baik...

awk tak call pun...
hehe..sorry..sy ingt nanti,sy nak drop-by je...

sy ada good news..my paper dah ok...so, hopefully everything akan ok...
bagus..sy doakn awk punye paper okay...

so, apa perancangan slps ni?
maybe nak spend cuti..hehe
ye la kn..org dah comfirm dapat keje ..(with a grin on her face..)

so, ada pe2 kata2 hikmat utk sy?since lps ni, kte cm tak bjumpe lagi kn...
selalu pertimbangkan baik dan buruk sesuatu keputusan yg dibuat..apa2 pun, yg terjadi, kena kuatkn semangat ...

tu la pasal...nanti, sy dah takde tempat nk mndapatkn khidmat nasihat...hehe
nanti sy takda, siapakah yang akn menolong awk membuat keputusan dlm hidup awk?
diri sendiri...(dgn penuh semangat , menjawab..)
she just smile..with a nod ..

nanti awk rindu2 kat sy...boleh jek nk datang..not as a student la..
sy doakan awk berjaya..nanti dah berjaya jgn lupa sy...
jaga ur relationship...

sy cume nk ucapkn thank u very much atas segala nasihat...
we shake hand..and give a lil hug...
hugs n kisses...

i really miss her....
her soothing face...makes u wanna think that it's safe with her...

it's 'the problem' that make me meet her...
make me wanting to see her...
made her the one that appeared in my mind...
we discussed a lot of things...
the better way of having a good night sleep...
the important of relationship...
the bright shining light behind everything...

org hanya boleh memberi nasihat..hanya awk yg boleh membuat keputusan...

i still remember there were times when the most frequent word that comes out are 'tapi'
lain kali sy nak senaraikn berapa byk 'tapi' yang awk dah cakap...
hehe

10.46 a.m
her room...
wednesday..
17 december08

mr brighhtside

favourite song to sing your heart out....
mr brightside....
by the killers....

doul

menanti by doul

Dekat 19, ni cara kita weh
Lu orang periksa la kalau lu orang nak periksa
Jaga-jaga semua ku baru dalam permainan ini
Menterjemahkan lagu dengan caraku sendiri
Gua ada awek tapi dia nak pergi
Jadi tinggallah gua sorang diri
Gua sayang dia gila weh tapi dia nak chow
Jadi sebelum dia chow, gua cakap Biar gua cerita lu orang lahDengar woi

C/o:(Oh) aku rela.menantimuWalaupun aku tak sanggup
Menanggung rindu, tapi yang pastiAku (aku).setia kepadamu
Tak gusar pada badai yang akan hadir (lagi)

Verse 1:Mari intan payung, gua nak kata serba sedikit
Jangan ah renggang, datang dekat sikit, gua tak gigit
Ruang yang luas antara kita dijadikan sempit
Supaya matamu, bertentang mataku yang selebet
Owh..walaupun perpisahan kan kita alamiToksah sedih, gua tunggu lu kat sini!!
Jangan risau kalau-kalau gua nakal menggatal
Gua tak main gila selagi cinta kita kekal
Owh..cara mu menyayangiku buat gua lambung-lambung
Cara mu memuji manja dah lah memang cun
Buat lutut gua lemah tapi teruska
nGua langsung tak tersinggung
Mana weh lubelajar sayang?
Gua fikir lu buat gua bingung
Matamu menyinarkan masa depan yang cerah
Berat hati gua, namun terpaksa gua menyerahKan mu..tuk kejar impian
Cepat pergi, cepat balik, cepat sikit gua cuba tahan

Verse 2:Nak pergi dah ni?
Tunggu ah sikit lagiGila s**l gua belum puas renung muka lu lagi
Haih macam mane? Nak gua nangis ke apa?
Papehal sekejap lagi gua terpaksa terseksa lah
Walaubagaimanapun, gua nak tinggalkan pesan
Nak dengar, tak nak dengar, sekati lu ah perempuan
Jangan lupa diri, jangan langsung lupa gua
Impian mesti kejar, jangan biar terbiar eh?
Jangan bazir makan weh, perut kene kenyang
Jangan bazir masa dan mak bapak lu punya wang
Maaflah beb, gua takde duit nak kasi
Gua harap cinta dan hati gua memadai
Owh..sampai sini sajalah wahai gadis jelita
Gua tak nangis
Cuma habuk terbang masok mata nih!
Sebelum pergi, ambik gua punya hatiIngat sayang!
Gua cinta lu bagai nak mati!!

Breakdown:Lat tali lat tali tan plong
Kepadamu pemikiran ku terpesong
Susah gila ku nak menahan (cinta.)
Kerinduan yang telah disebabkan

Outro:Oi sayang! Sayang!
Jangan lupa telefon nanti eh?
Gua tak boleh, telefon rumah dah kene potong!!
Ingat pesan eh? Jangan main gila ngan gua weh.
Lu balik nanti, tau ah kang!!!


a song that probably kind of making we remember of what 'cinta monyet' was...
when we have to let go ...
further study...
a ''sempoi'' love song ....
rap love song...hahaha...
i used to love to listen to this songs but
lagu ni dah jarang diperdengarkn kat xfresh dikenali skang sbg Xfm...

but then, when we think back about puppy love...
only 'cinta sejati' a.k.a truee love
will remain....
so, puppy love is a kind of experience and hmm...experience...
hahaha

aku pelangi

currently been listening to 'aku pelangi' by joanna & co....
this is a very soothing song...
makes you wanna smiles..
don't worry be happy gitu...


support malaysian musics...

relax

relax-you may only have a few minutes left
by Loretta LaRoche

A self-help book that really help to overcome stress with humours...
i had a pretty good laugh when i was reading it...
guess that the books really helped to bring out more humours in my life...
have more fun....
appreciate the committee...
mum..dad..family and friends....

hmmm..kte kawan la..

we are frens...
always be frens....

a bit busy nowadays with works...
jgn nak kecik ati...
smiles and more smiles...

messaging and emailing...
do both...

hmmm....
kte kawan la...

tak kisahlah labu...
whatever!!!

have the heart to cook

the best meal is served from the heart...
that is absolutely true...
finally, for almost some day of holidays...
finally have the willing to cook...
maybe the visit(shopping) at giant hypermarket leaves me to think of what i want and just bought it..
then, i cook with pleasure...
black pepper mutton and dory fillet...
eventhough it were not as delicious as any western restaurant..
but i think it's a good start...
there's always a start of a brand new day...
the dory is a little bit 'hard' and overcooked...

i love it..

only you know whether you did well or not.

only you know whether you did well or not.

those words were pretty simple but really struck straight to the heart...

happy but it leaves me to think...

guts

finally have the gut to really email him...
but my email was berterus terang dalam kegelapan
it is a bit of humorous here and there...
don't want to make it look awkward...
feel awkward...

if he pretty gentle...
he will reply..
and maybe gave out the decision...

if he just ignored it...
guess that we should have to move on...

berlaga pipi

meet and greet session.....
she sees the progress of my life...
she really help with the aura of positivity...

finally we shake hands...
hopes that we can meet again someday...
she really leaved quite pretty good memories...

cards

1. the red box card

2. the mph card

guess that the latter one is a more decent one...going to the book store..i find myself really love looking at the stacks of colourful books ...my favourite section is fiction...
currently been reading a self-help book by loretta laRoche ...
the books help to deal with stress and relax with humour...i can laugh out loud reading it and still think of how crazy some decisions are made...