miss u miss m

days and days ago was my very last session of meet n greet her...

though i guess, it's kinda hard to end it..guess it was what we are supposed to do...since i've already finished my study...hehe..

apa khabar?
baik...

awk tak call pun...
hehe..sorry..sy ingt nanti,sy nak drop-by je...

sy ada good news..my paper dah ok...so, hopefully everything akan ok...
bagus..sy doakn awk punye paper okay...

so, apa perancangan slps ni?
maybe nak spend cuti..hehe
ye la kn..org dah comfirm dapat keje ..(with a grin on her face..)

so, ada pe2 kata2 hikmat utk sy?since lps ni, kte cm tak bjumpe lagi kn...
selalu pertimbangkan baik dan buruk sesuatu keputusan yg dibuat..apa2 pun, yg terjadi, kena kuatkn semangat ...

tu la pasal...nanti, sy dah takde tempat nk mndapatkn khidmat nasihat...hehe
nanti sy takda, siapakah yang akn menolong awk membuat keputusan dlm hidup awk?
diri sendiri...(dgn penuh semangat , menjawab..)
she just smile..with a nod ..

nanti awk rindu2 kat sy...boleh jek nk datang..not as a student la..
sy doakan awk berjaya..nanti dah berjaya jgn lupa sy...
jaga ur relationship...

sy cume nk ucapkn thank u very much atas segala nasihat...
we shake hand..and give a lil hug...
hugs n kisses...

i really miss her....
her soothing face...makes u wanna think that it's safe with her...

it's 'the problem' that make me meet her...
make me wanting to see her...
made her the one that appeared in my mind...
we discussed a lot of things...
the better way of having a good night sleep...
the important of relationship...
the bright shining light behind everything...

org hanya boleh memberi nasihat..hanya awk yg boleh membuat keputusan...

i still remember there were times when the most frequent word that comes out are 'tapi'
lain kali sy nak senaraikn berapa byk 'tapi' yang awk dah cakap...
hehe

10.46 a.m
her room...
wednesday..
17 december08