whaddup

it's ike being exposed to the un exposed....
the thoughts aren't free ....

somehow, the idea of freedom and live free is the greatest moment and should be cherished...
'menyesakkan' and somehow 'sesak betol'...

the idea of un'free' life were really scary,huh...

the idea of need to always be asked and pretenders were really scary...
the tiredness of 'menyesakkan'...
unhappiness moments aand 'sesak' whenever that thoughts came in...


unhappiness...
whenever the hypocrites ...
and 'duh, do i really need to entertain this??''

why???
why we really need to act like..hmm...it's okay...
or...guess that playing nice girl and down to earth was cool, huh???

the feeling of ''hmm..is this really can be true??''
" or fake???''
because honesty doesn't seem to shine through...
and seem like i'm pleading guilty...

the thinking always make the idea seem a bit worse...
but then, we're getting used to it...

don't force them..
but try to understand...
see the good that will overcome the bad...

fate??
luck??
or what the @#$@$#....

'when it comes to telling the truth and nothing but the truth...


well, the truth hurts!!!really...

cantiknye dia...

cantiknye gambar kawen my Form 3 classmate...
dia mmg ternyata sweet and cantik...
ape yg lebih cantik adlh keperibadian dia yg really 'down to earth'....
tahniah utk Puan N...
hehe

looking back at those stupid things that we've done at school..
klakar...

then, we go on separate ways...

hehe

Friends really help you...
in a way that u're comfortable...
i chose to find advices from frens...
really good frens...
hehe

i've got severe headache, today...

my headache is so painful that i feel like thre was a huge rock being put on my head...
the tense that being felt ...
making a slightest movement of the head became difficult...
pain + tense = no pills ivolved...

all i can do is just lie down to minimize the pain...

doc said ' sleep!!!'

apart from sleeping, being with your loved one really can help....

what the???

s.E
one week

K
approx 2 weeks...

H
1 day

life is ...misery
i like M. Nasir...hahaha..

lagu kotak hati-hujan

currently been listening to...
kotak hati by hujan..

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu
terang terangbersama rasa sayangku
biarkan kau terbangterang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi
berbaring renung kita ke bulan
lagu yang ku tulis ku
cinta tentang kita berdua
yang kan kita kenangi hingga tiba masa
terang terangbersama rasa
sayangku biarkan kau terbang
terang terangsudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi
mimpi mimpiyang tak kembali
aku janjijanji takkan pergi
tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu
terang terangbersama rasa
sayangku biarkan kau terbang
terang terangsudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagimimpi
mimpiyang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

ten things to be happy

today eventhough it is monday...
1

monday blues...but, i'm happy....
2

i just got my 'gigi bongsu dicabut'....sakit and pain a lil bit...
but then, i'm happy.....
3

i was being observed by the senior science teacher...
class went well...students were okay...
i'm happy....

4

i talked to my mum about khai...
about i didn't quite comfortable with him...
and guess that it's the END...
i'm happy...
5

rite now, i'm hungry bcos i just ate a burger before i went to the dentist...
i'm happy...
6
reading the comment left by khai that saying why u were so happy?
well, bcos i see things as a happy moments....
then, i'm happy...

i learned from the best that happy is what u choose...
what u want to intepret ur life....

whether wanna chose a happpy thought or not....


7

i'm not that desperade to be with u...
i see myself as single is okay...
and i was cherished with lotsa love from family n frens...

8
my july test paper is done...
i'm happy...

9
my convocation letter just arrived...
hmm, that's the biggest reason i'm happy...
got job and convo..

10
bcos there is no other reason to be happy enough...
my UM lifestyle thought me of being happy always...
so, i'm happy...

hahahahahahahhahhhaha

my cuti

voluntering playing and singing songs to the nieces...
ok..
girls...
which songs???
-the teletubbies.
-ultraman tiga
hima haru giroo...hima tata yoooo..
-tom tom bak
menari menyanyi...
mari tom tom bak dgn kami
-geng bas sekolah
yg pandai bertek wando ...namanya
namanya meili..
lalala...
kamilah geng
geng geng bas sekolah...

-bob the builder
-twinklelittle stars

guess that their all time favourite was teletubbies...
whether it is rock or slow version...haha...
ati: nak version ape?
pa ah: rock..or lurus (she means slow) hehe...

tinky winky..dipsy..lala..po...

teletubbies...
say hello..H E L L O!!!