finally...a yey relieve...

yesterday..
they were behave good and really good...
i am so relieved...

the idea is just to give them basic knowledge...
and let it flow slow and easy...

and somehow...
we have to think like them ones in a while..

thanks...
and thanks...

the trademark that so far being labeled..

-hip hip...
-"shuffle sket..."
-yo yo yo....
-'pegi gig tak?'

lawak sungguh...
hehehe

first celebration of the celebration

today...

i am forced to be mad and scream at the kids...
then, i looked so damn stupid and sweat all over...
in the end, they just ignore...
ignore and rude....

how to help this rude guys?
hmm, don't know....

why we can't be happy and happy,huh...

the surrounding that make u do much and do much...
then, it'll always be talked and talked behind ur back..
damn...

harsh...
harsh girl..
u said one sentence..and it struck straight to the heart...
adoii....
maybe u've been brought up like that.....
or u're just so damn rude...
try damn hard to be nice and this is what u get...
damn again....

the angry me .."aku yang marah"

i'm in angry mode....

why am i so damn angry..???
bcos my head dept said that u have to be strict
and scream ur lungs out at them...

and i ...
don't know to scream...
or just trying to be xtra nice and refuse...

and in the end...
the worry much me..
the thinking like hell me...
think..
and kept thinking...

damn...
i should have done so....

nuthead...
bugger...
@@$#$#@

stupidoes.....

arggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh
argggghhhhhhhhhhhh
arrrrrrrrggggggghh

give me some time

give me some precious time....
give me some precious advices...
help and never let my hand go....
help and guide..
guide and try to gave me a helping hand....

slow 'L'......
what did i have to do?
ignore and just ignore....
help and help with selected topics....
i guess that should be it...
concentrate on selected topics and "damn"
i'm a behaviourist....

reality bites and that's the reality....
we r trying so damn hard....
but.... that's just it...
be diligent and strong will.....

i just don't know
what to do with myself.
don't know just what todo with my self
going to the movies nananana
nanana nanana
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
warghhhhhhh....
@##$#@#
@#$#%#

hey dude!!!
stop thinking to much...
stop worry much...
and please ...
hang on....
NEver giVe UP!!!!!!

why the hell did i wrote this???

huh...

it's been some time since my last note...
the thing is that life has goes on and on....

now, being the inspire people...u have to be strong....
diligent....
never gonna give up...

now, i know...
my lecturer once said that...
u r only human...

today u are energetic and have all the will to do as much as u can...
tomorrow, might be too tired and just wanna do as little thing as u can...

i'm trying as much as i can to "not" blaming the instituition...
the previous instituition and "now" instituition...

it's just that..me being so damn strict face ...
with that strict face..
it's just 'so not me'
but i just have to be pretenders...
maybe now is the time for me to start act..
act strong...
act strict...
be angry and shout out louDDDD!!!!
act and act that u care!!!!



damn!!!