whaddup

it's ike being exposed to the un exposed....
the thoughts aren't free ....

somehow, the idea of freedom and live free is the greatest moment and should be cherished...
'menyesakkan' and somehow 'sesak betol'...

the idea of un'free' life were really scary,huh...

the idea of need to always be asked and pretenders were really scary...
the tiredness of 'menyesakkan'...
unhappiness moments aand 'sesak' whenever that thoughts came in...


unhappiness...
whenever the hypocrites ...
and 'duh, do i really need to entertain this??''

why???
why we really need to act like..hmm...it's okay...
or...guess that playing nice girl and down to earth was cool, huh???

the feeling of ''hmm..is this really can be true??''
" or fake???''
because honesty doesn't seem to shine through...
and seem like i'm pleading guilty...

the thinking always make the idea seem a bit worse...
but then, we're getting used to it...

don't force them..
but try to understand...
see the good that will overcome the bad...

fate??
luck??
or what the @#$@$#....

'when it comes to telling the truth and nothing but the truth...


well, the truth hurts!!!really...